-- i hate this part !

[trevor keegan spencer]

because it's you and me, and all other people with nothing to do
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OFF OF YOU
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trevor hated the summer time basically because there was nothing to do. even as a sixteen year old boy he didn't know what to do with himself, he never really had anything to do. his brother however way cooler than he would ever been was never home for him to bother and complain to about how his ex girlfriend broke up with him. ahh yes that blake girl and her commitment issues might have came from her spoiled rotten sister who he could not stand for obvious reason. he would have hung out with ryleigh but he was currently not speaking to her for the fact that she made fun of him and basically just made him mad. he was easy to get mad for reason he couldn't explain thoug when he found out he was adopted that made him mad but that was going to happen on day. maybe that's why he had been angry lately because he felt like no one wanted him or no one cared about him, well he knew his foster parents loved him to pieces but it wasn't the same. to find out that you have been lied to for half of your life was not easy to forgive at all. lord knew that trevor was tempted to call his ex for reasons that he needed closeure since he had been left so many times before in his life trusting her with his heart was not easy and she let it go just like that. it made him angry just to think about it. letting out a deep sigh, trevor pushed himself off the couch, currently in jeans a button up shirt and a pair of white vans with the laces at the top, he was sure he was going to the bonfire only because his brother was dragging him and maybe the fact that ryleigh was going.

he liked her so much to the point it almost hurt for him to actually figure out what to do when he was around her. he usually acted himself with the side of 'oh i love you let's go away.' he hated being a teenager, everything was so innocent when he was younger, he could have crushes on girls and have a crush on a new girl the next day, but ryleigh wasn't just a girl she was something that he wanted to calm as his own. though it was hard with her father hating him. oh yes her father that nasty little piece of crap she called a father. trevor knew something was fishy with him from day one with his parents talking about how much they hated him. they way he stares at her when she asks him a question or when she starts to talk it's not normal and the spencer's knew it wasn't normal at all. narrowing his eyes, trevor sighed grabbing his fleece jacked off the back of the couch. looking around but then decided he'd just leave before aiden even got out of the bathroom and everyone knows that was going to be forever and a day before that ever happened. letting out a slight cough. trevor moved to the front door, opening it to let the warm air blow in his face before closing the door behind him. seriously he could ahve drove to the beach but it wasn't far so he decided he'd rather ride his bike, it would be more fun in that way and case. though everytime he actually rode it, he thought about his ex and that wasn't good that surely didn't put him in a good mood.

rounding corners, trevor started to think about him and ryles little fight but actually indeed it was all his fault. he didn't mean to get all upset but talking about those things hit home for him. being stuffed into a trash can and then having a girl want to fight your battles wasn't cool and his father always told him that it wasn't good to have a girl fight your battles it made you a punk. trevor tensed up as he let out a cool breath trying to let his thoughts escape even if his nightmare was coming back. somehow last night he had a dream about ryleigh dying and it was all his fault. truly everything was his fault and the relationship between them was slipping. how could he be such a fool to let this happen, to actually get mad at his best friend over nothing but a simple little conversation. arrogent jerk that was he was and some how he knew that she was going to forgive him for what he had done, forgive him for getting mad over a simple little thing like helping him out. little did he know that he actually needed her in his life no matter how manly he wanted to be. snapping back into reality, trevor noted that he was getting closer to the beach or bonfire setting and simply he was just way too easy for some reason but he didn't mind, he needed to get his thoughts straight if anything he needed this time.

biting his lip as he locked his bike in place, trevor smiled stuffing his hands into his pockets, letting the warm sun hit his face. funny how the sun is always hot when it's about to set on us he thought walking slowly, letting the sand dissolve around his feet like a dream. he sighed patting his softy bushy hair. he really wished that ryleigh was coming if her dad would let her, he wanted to say he was sorry wanted to give her the world and more. she needed to much better and was so much better than he would ever be. he way of smiling at the world made him so much better of a man. it was scary to think that he was never going to actually going to be like his best friend even if they were friends forever. he really wish that she would rub off on him, make him a better person because that's what he needed more than anything in the world was a friend to make him better. moving over to a much of logs, he took a seat to watch the waves, unable to actually hear someone or something coming up behind him. little did he know it could have been a bear or something, but he would have a feeling it was someone he really wanted to see more than anything.


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[ryleigh jersey valmont.]

AND I JUST GOT TO KNOW, DO YOU
EVER THINK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE, ALL THAT



we could be, where this thing could go, am

i crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush

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ryleigh hummed to herself as she moved about her bedroom getting ready for the bonfire. she didn't really want to spend too much time getting ready. she didn't like dressing up, and she'd much rather be in a t-shirt, jeans and her converse sneakers than flip flops and a sweater shirt. it was still a little too girly for her liking, but she dressed this way once in a while. she usually made up her own random style and that was just how she dressed. it didn't matter what clothes she was wearing, usually. she'd already pulled her black jeans on as well as her sweater shirt, and she stood in front of her mirror and applied some mascara and a little eyeliner, giving up when she poked herself in the eye and it began to well with tears. she dropped the eye pencil on her small makeup table and moved backward, sitting down on her bed and lightly rubbing her eye as she let out an exasperated sigh. she heard a door close and another one open downstairs, which gave her father away. he was downstairs -- probably just exited his study and was coming upstairs. wonderful.

she fixed her hair for a moment before reaching for her cell phone and pursing her lips when she realized her father still had it. apparently she was no longer allowed to have contact with the outside world all because she'd gotten a text message from her brother questioning her father's parenting abilities and her father had jacked her phone and seen the message, grounding ryleigh from her phone as well as her truck, even if she didn't have her driver's liscense yet. she didn't like not having her phone because she couldn't find out if trevor was going to the bonfire and that was the real reason she wanted to go. she didn't really want to go see trevor's ex, one of her best friends, because she'd been fighting with her lately over breaking up with trevor. she didn't even know if she wanted to see brexton right now either, because she'd cheated on this senior -- wait, going to be a freshman in college next year -- named maeson ryan, with her boyfriend and that just wasn't cool. so ryleigh'd been avoiding talking to brex for the last couple weeks but she'd really been avoiding everyone except trevor because he seemed to be the only normal one.

she decided to leave then, hopefully she'd be able to avoid her father. she exited her bedroom and shut the door behind her. she paused to listen but heard nothing and figured he'd gone back to his study. she made her way down the stairs and almost groaned under her breath as she heard a door open. her father rounded the corner, his eyes narrowed on ryleigh where she stood at the bottom of the stairs. he furrowed his brow, his forehead creasing as he looked at her. "where are you going?" he questioned, crossing his arms as he stared at her, his gaze seeming to burn her skin, or so she felt. she swallowed, looking down at her feet as she could not meet his gaze. "you know..the...er, bonfire. remember?" she spoke softly, knowing just how her voice would break if she spoke any louder. he huffed a little and ryleigh looked up at him through her lashes. "just make sure you're home by nine thirty." he said, flaring his nostrils. she was appalled that he didn't make her stay home, because that would be just like him.

ryleigh left her house, shutting the front door and letting out a sigh of relief. she could feel the cool ocean breeze after only a few mintues of walking, because she lived fairly close to the beach. she loved the smell of the beach -- the salty ting in your nostrils, the way it made your mouth water when you take the first deep breath of it. she was at the beach soon, and she made her way to where the fire was burning and a smile spread across her lips as she saw trevor sitting on a log, turned the opposite way. she hoped he still wasn't angry at her, and if he was she'd probably go walk on the beach or something, anything to do that meant she didn't have to go home. she came up behind him and placed her hands over his eyes for a moment. "boo." she said softly in her windchime voice, sitting down next to him and letting her smile spread across her pink lips. they were chapped and you could barely see the cut on her lower lip, but ryleigh could feel it with her tongue and she could feel the slight swelling. she sucked part of her bottom lip under her upper one so the cut wasn't visible, and smiled again.



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[trevor keegan spencer]

because it's you and me, and all other people with nothing to do
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OFF OF YOU
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trevor had always been a strange kid, he people fight his battles for him because he was too scared and chicken to fight them himself. he didn't want to be this way, through he would rather be a lover not a fighter that was for sure. though he was the same boy as everyone else in his classes, loved sports and girls he just happened to be smarter than them all. his mother told him they were just jealous of him but he knew better than that, he knew that jealously had nothing to do with this it was more of a male pride thing for the older boys. he figured that they didn't have the right home training like he did but maybe that was just him he wasn't sure. letting out a sigh he patted his bushy hair softly, before looking around. the bonfire didn't seem to be starting anytime soon but he just wanted to make sure he was there on time to be able to fit into all the conversations. most people didn't like having conversations with him for the main reason that he never talked at their level, why should he and lose all his brain power that would be stupid for him and anyone to actually do. bitnig his lip softly, he moved his eyes along the shore looking at the people laugh and play, it was summer and well he wasn't too into the whole 'summer' thing he was starting to understand why they loved it. the sun the water it was a way to cool down from the trouble of the school and work days that passed them. though his dad did mention something about a fishing trip and that was going to be just fun and peachy..not really. closing his eyes he felt the sun move down his cheek and to the side of his neck, that's exactly what he wanted to feel right now.

trevor jumped feeling hands on his face, nice warm hand and soft as well. he knew those hands and that voice that echoed through her eyes like amazing angels singing all around him. trevor chuckled trying so hard to stay mad at her but he couldn't there was no reason to be mad anymore he just missed his friend a lot. looking at her as she sat down, and smiled that made him smile ten times as big before letting it go. silence again but he wasn't going to let it last he smiled once more before looking at her, narrowing his eyes before grabbing her arm to look it over. "hey...so how are you? he asked looking at her arm over and over to make sure everything was ok, because if it wasn't he was going to say something about it yet not until he had all the answers because he wasn't going to flat out ask her about it would be rude. giving up he dropped her arm before smiling at her brightly as if nothing happened because in his mind nothing happened. not knowing what to say, he looked around before biting his lip and normally he wouldn't be this nervous around his friend but she was different, he wasn't sure but those butterflies from first grade were coming back to hit him in the face. letting out a sigh, he softly placed his hands into his hair before looking at ryleigh, she had something on her mind he knew it and he wanted to know badly what it was. she was his friend and well to know what is wrong would make him ten times better than anything.

the slience was killing him, killing him more than anything but there wasn't much to say. he was still crying over their little thing on aim and yes he was still mad but he wasn't sure why. it could be the reason of them talking about his ex, he liked her so much and then she threw him away like a used towel it was horrible. biting his lip harder he was trying to think about what he wanted to say, something had to be sad this silence was killing him. kicking his heels against the sand he looked at her deeply, but only to turn away quickly he didn't want to make it noticeable that he liked her that was for sure. "so what's up, we haven't talked in a while and i guess that could be my fault...in a way." typical man didn't want to state when he was wrong because he didn't want to be wrong, he just didn't want her to fight his battles, he didn't want her to get hurt because well he didn't. it wouldn't be right if he let her have a talk with the boys that placed him in the trash can. it had nothing to do with her at all. trevor knew she was just trying to be a good friend, and he understood that but he was being a bit sexist saying that he didn't want her to say anything, because he didn't. it felt better this way him protecting her instead of her protecting him. call him old school but he learned that he was supposed to be the one that actually takes care of the girl, that's what he was told and forever how it was going to be. "arghh..i'm sorry for getting off of messager like that....i guess i was a tad bit mad....and being a total girl...forgive me? he asked her softly, giving his best puppy dog eyes, if anything she couldn't resist the puppy face.



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[ryleigh jersey valmont.]

AND I JUST GOT TO KNOW, DO YOU
EVER THINK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE, ALL THAT



we could be, where this thing could go, am

i crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush

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ryleigh felt butterflies erupt in her stomach as he took her arm, looking at it and ryleigh wrinkled her brow in confusion as he looked it up and down. she shrugged when he asked how she was, still a little confused as to why he was looking at her arm. "i'm okay.." she said. she was about to pull it away when he let it go. she then realized that he could be looking for bruises...but he didn't know that, did he? a small shiver ran up her spine and she didn't know if it was because of the ocean breeze or because he could know. she didn't know if he'd keep his promise about not trying to kill her father if he knew. but the way he looked at her, the way he held her arm, made her think he knew. she looked away from him, down at her feet and angled her body slightly away from him. she was thankful that her most noticable bruise was on her arm farthest from trevor, though it was hidden by her sweater. it was fairly large, and a normal person would complain about it hurting, but ryleigh never really was one to complain. mostly because she knew if she complained she'd just get hit harder, and she really didn't want that, so she kept her mouth shut.

she moved her arm away from trevor, placing her hand in her lap and then covering it with her other hand. she nibbled softly at her lower lip, biting at the cut. moved her toes around, trying to get her flip flops as well as her toes under a small layer of sand. she didn't know if trevor was still angry with her, but really that wasn't what she was fretting about at this time. she was scared that he knew, because on some level she felt like she understood him more than she could with words. like she could sense when he was angry or upset. she assumed he had that too, but she wasn't sure. a smile broke her lips as he spoke again. "so what's up, we haven't talked in a while and i guess that could be my fault...in a way..." he said. he was most likely referring to their little fight over aim. she laughed a little, but before she could reply he spoke again. "arghh..i'm sorry for getting off of messenger like that....i guess i was a tad bit mad....and being a total girl...forgive me?" ryleigh turned her head, looking up from her feet and her smile got bigger, if possible. she chuckled softly as she replied, "you're forgiven, trevor. " she stammered, not able to stifle another giggle as she shook her head. even if she didn't like him and if he wasn't her best friend since childhood, she wouldn't have been able to resist his little puppy dog eyes. she seemed to melt looking into them on a normal day, but when he added the puppy dog pout, it was irresistable. "i just don't like people messing with my best friend, " she said, leaning to the left and bumping into his shoulder as an indication that he was who she was talking about. though she knew he knew he was her best friend, because they'd been best friends for so long it would be strange to call anyone else her best friend.

she didn't like that she'd had feelings for trevor for so long. she didn't want to have feelings for him at all! what was the point, if he didn't like her? all it would do was ruin they're friendship, and she didn't want that. he was probably still not over -- blake, she assumed. she thought --- blake was crazy for breaking up with trevor, but she may be a little biased. she actually hadn't spoken to her really since. they'd talk a little, but none of their heart to hearts like they used to. brexton, ryleigh, blake and trevor used to be best friends. they all still hung out and all that once trevor and blake started dating, but since they broke up they'd all seemed to have gone different directions. except for ryleigh and trevor. ryleigh and trevor have been best friends since they were little, and she knew she' pick him over brexton and blake in a second. blake went off hanging out with another group of people once they broke up, and ryleigh had been avoiding brexton for awhile, because of what had gone on between brex and mae. she'd actually talked to brexton the other night, when she'd told her she thought she was pregnant. this freaked ryleigh out a little, because brex was one of her best friends and to see her with a child? that would be weird. she'd told brexton she was there for her and all that and she was going to be with her when she told her mom about it. what was up with all the pregnancies? okay, so not that many. but kaitlyn's pregnant with twins now? and brexton might be pregnant? and taylor wanted to have a kid? what was up with this, baby fever? ryleigh didn't have it -- though she did like how her brother reacted when she said she wanted a baby. priceless. of course she wanted a baby! she was a girl! all girls want babies, right? they're little and adorable and she really just didn't think about it. she just blurted it out.

but ryleigh was not stupid enough to get pregnant at fifteen. that would be very stupid. she didn't actually want a kid now, no. she just knew she'd want one someday. there would be no way ryleigh could have a kid right now. her father would probably kill her, same with her brothers. well, there was no way she could be. she'd never even kissed a boy, so it wasn't possible. the thought of that, though, scared her to death. being a parent at fifteen? though that could be brexton, just plus one year. she was sixteen, and ryleigh would be sixteen in a couple of months. blake was sixteen, and trevor was sixteen -- she felt like she was being left behind! starting her junior year at fifteen? that was crazy! starting her senior year at sixteen? that was crazier! she turned to look at him again and smiled, the corners of her mouth curling up. she couldn't not smile when she was looking at him, and it kind of made her sad to think about that. because it made it difficult to be angry with him, she let out a quiet sigh as she looked into his eyes, then flicked them away, back toward her feet and pressed her lips into a hard line. why did she have to like him so much?



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[trevor keegan spencer]

because it's you and me, and all other people with nothing to do
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OFF OF YOU
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"i don't believe you..." trevor mumbled looking at ryleigh from the corner of hie eye, yes granted his search for something that harmed her had failed but he was so sure he was going to be able to find something on her or whatever that is. trevor sighed looking at the water move it's waves along the shore he didn't know what to say, it was hard being best friends with someone that you liked more than a friend if that makes any sense at all. biting his lips harder this time he looked around before looking at ryleigh again, for some reason she smelt really good today maybe a new fabic softner he wasn't sure but she did smell pretty good. he chuckled looking away before looking back still nothing to say, this was harder than it looked. to be best friends with someone for so long it was just hard to be in the crush stage when you still had so many feelings for your ex girlfriend to the point that it was scary on his behalf. for trevor to still have feelings for the girl was one thing but to like her friend and his at the same time was another thing it was a bit freaky at a point to which he needed to stop having feelings for the girl, they were just friends and nothing more and trevor was determined to keep it that way. but she was growing up so much just like him, she was changing and he was changing and no matter how much he tried to hide it his feelings for ryleigh were staying and never going away for now.

trevor smiled at her word, they did make him feel so much better than before. knowing her feelings was better for him now that he could be able to actually look at her right now, which was crazy but different. "well i'm glad to know that you forgive me and my boyish ways." he chuckled slightly nudging her a bit. dear old friends, and his brother was no help to their relationship always making fun of him because he and ryleigh weren't dating which was true she didn't want to date him after he had been with blake but still. and that's when him and his brother fought, they fought over how much trevor hated him for saying that he liked his best friend because when it was true he didn't want to admit that and ruin their friendship that would hurt way too much. then again he didn't want to be ryleigh's first heartbreak even if that was ever to happen to them but still, he didn't want to hurt her like blake hurt him he'd rather someone else do that them him that's true. trevor sighed looking over at her, she was so pretty and breathtaking call him crazy but if he was older he could totally see them getting married like most childhood friends did they got married and fall in love right? well trevor wouldn't mind that with ryleigh she was perfect in every way, that perfect bod weight for her age, she was just perfect and that was the only word to example her to him right now. trevor blushed trying to get his thoughts out of his head but he couldn't it was just something natural that happened to him....call him crazy ok maybe he was crazy!

" I understand that....but please don't get in this i don't want you to get hurt..." trevor sighed grabbing her hand, yes awkward but he wasn't thinking about that at the moment, he really wasn't thinking about anything but he was her friend and knew something was up with her and well he wasn't the smartest person in the world but he knew his friend and he knew something was up. "Ryles? you know you can talk to me about anything right?" he added without looking at her just at her hand in his, it felt kind of nice once he saw it clearly, he blushed again really trying not to blush but he couldn't....it felt right. he sighed looking away unable to finish his statement because he wasn't sure where he was going with this but she seemed to be thinking about someone or something and he really wanted to know, hopefully they could talk about it since he really missed his best friend.


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